HELLO, FELLOW BLOGGERS!
somebody else's game
Thursday, December 3, 2009 @ 4:06 PM
"Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes: and leap!"
^ these few sentences say so much. I can't help but feel so much every time i listen to this song.
It's right, i'm not the same person i was before..
because i'm constantly growing.
constantly learning from my past mistakes
constantly moving forward.
I'm tired of trying to please everybody, i'm tired of caring what other people think of me.
What their first thoughts are when they see me.
Oh LOL, i poke fun at myself. But that is just a defence mechanism.
I HATE what i look like.
I hide behind my looks, and how other people MIGHT perceive me.
It holds me back from a lot that people might not know of.
I have no excuse anymore.
I can't hide it anymore.
I'm waiting for the day..
the day that i will shock everybody.
For the people that didn't think i could do it, for the people that believe
that it just a bunch of empty words.
I'm waiting for the day..
Where i actually believe what people tell me
Where i actually feel beautiful
Where i begin to love myself.
But i have to remember.. it all starts with me.
Nobody can achieve this but me.
It's time to FINALLY put myself first.
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODBYE!
affiliates.
Ron Onilla
Paul Onilla
Jacquee Onilla
Maryjess Pornilos
Clarisse Castillo
Sophia Pham
Sheryl Tom
Natalie Torres
Trixie Gatchalian
Jessica Enero
Edrianne Crisostomo
Olivia Yap
Mercedes Molina
Jennifer Ibana
Dominique Reyes
Kimberly Vo
Jobert Villegas
Hannah Verceles
Jayare Araneta
Justin Ramiro