HELLO, FELLOW BLOGGERS!
God, please give me the strength.
Monday, September 21, 2009 @ 4:02 PM
I honestly dont know what to do anymore. I feel like i'm stuck in one place while everybody around me is moving forward. Leaving me here, leaving me behind. I feel like things are just piling up and i can'y seem to get up.
From the whole yfc leadership thing to asshole of ex-boyfriends. I thought that yfc was supposed to bring me closer to God but yet im starting to believe that they are losing their focus. I have to accept things just like that, because its His will. I have the outmost of faith toward Him, but i just dont believe and appreciate what they did, as His will. And for the asshole of ex-boyfriends, i just dont get how you could do that to me. For somebody that you supposably cared about, even loved.. yet you go around running your mouth. It's not only yours to tell but mine too. You didn't think about anybody else but yourself. I pity you, and what you have become. Which shouldn't be a shock to me, since people told me you were bad news. I don't want any regrets in my life, but you make it extremely hard not to.
So God, please give me the strength. Use me as your instrument and not let me emotions take over me.
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODBYE!
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